My Day Just Got A Lot Better

Well...I successfully worked on MG and brought him out of his morning slump. We spent a little time together talking this morning. And I feel the need to say he is way cute, you guys.

And now I am registering way off the happiness scale because today we had a very awesome 2 1/2 hour lunch date! The kind of lunch date I didn't want to end. Ever.

It was so romantic. We spent quite a lot of time wrapped up in each other. For a good half hour we just stood there in a tight yet warm embrace. And I buried my head in him and enjoyed every second. We truly enjoyed just being together. Listening to each other's heartbeats. Taking a nap.

And oddly enough, we also got to do really everyday stuff. Like, um, take a shower. And get ready together. He took care of me today - as in the little manly-man come to the rescue kind of things. He said I need weather stripping on my front door, and he's going to get rid of some scratches on my car. Plus, he helped me get dressed, and fanned me as I was getting ready.

However, my favorite part was sleeping in his arms while he rubbed my back. That is the part I didn't ever want to end. And, sadly enough, that is also the part that I don't get to do very often. So while it was very awesome to get to enjoy that with him, it was also kinda sad. All I could think about was trying to hurry up and capture every last second of this before it had to end. Come to think of it, I think I spent a lot of that time holding my breath. It almost made me want to cry. Cry because 1) I love him very much, especially in those moments, and 2) This is a rare treat for me because we don't get to spend a lot of alone time together.

Now, that being said, I know this situation is not the best thing. There are a lot of potential problems. A lot of people could get hurt.

But there's just something about him. I still look at him and lose my breath. And even today when we were together, one of the first thoughts that went through my mind was, "Wow. I can't believe this is actually happening." Not to be graphic, but we've been together enough times that you would think I would stop thinking like that. But the thing is, I still remember the days of hoping and dreaming about it and never really thinking it was going to happen. Those are the thoughts that run through my mind when we first see each other. That is what I think about as he is holding me in his arms and kissing my forehead. I love that guy with all my heart.

And he just called me - he's getting me a salad (we forgot to eat lunch). So, see, he takes care of me, too. But anyway.


In conclusion, today my mother can do whatever she wants and The Ex can act however he likes. I rather much don't give a crap. I'm having a GREAT day!